how can you be a superman with an S on your chest when everytime i need you first i seem to always come last …

listening to the perfect song to describe how i feel right now ..

save me from you - dawn richard .

right now this doesnt have a title .. let’s see how it goes .

what do you do when you’ve given everything you have to give ?

how do you keep someone who acts as if they dont want to be kept ?

when i need someone specific theyre never there …

but let them need me & im right there .. dropping everything i’m doing for them .

im tired of waiting , im tired of calling .. only for you to let me down

is it me ?

is it that i dont trust as much as i think i do ?

yes , i may still have trust issues .. but thats not all my fault .

i need to be met halfway.

when it gets too deep you just let me drown .

when i need to be shown ” its real ” you fail to do it .

instead other females get thrown in my face .

i dont tell everything that comes to me because i feel i shouldnt have to .

just save me from your arms .

your arms .. thats where i wanna be & where i have wanted to be .

but the question is ..

is that where YOU want me to be .

its a mystery .. how no one’s found you out .

due to school & working . what’d i miss ?

I’m here like hold the fuck up…

who raised OUR generation? YOUR generation did, so…

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you know how fucking hard it is to find that ?

damn . its usually me that always wants to have sex . lmao guys arent only guilty of this .

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you know what kills me ? when guys always act like theyre the good guy . im not saying girls dont fuck up because we do . but my nigga when you the one fucking up or have already fucked up dont try to make the female look like they were the bad ones . at one point in time you had love for said female & did whatever for that same girl . so dont sit there and act like you dont give a fuck now when you were begging for months to get that female back . like honestly . its okay to admit that you hurt . its okay to admit that you fucked up it helps you grow as a person . it helps to mature you . you know what else fucking kills me ? guys that use the same words & game on every fucking female . like really thats how you feel because you just said the same shit to me . be fucking original .

oh & what else . you know what i really fucking hate ? when guys dont do what you ask when you ask them to do it until its already too late . i dont want what youre doing now because now i dont give a fuck . honestly i dont . so when it feels like im not all the way there anymore and its all fucking arguing dont be so upset because i fucking warned you . i told you what bothers me when most girls beat around the bush . i spoke to you about it already so dont get mad when im done talking and my actions speak for me .

i believe thats all thats bothering me right now . as you were .